A short piece of fiction, by Simon Hendricks (aka Me)

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My Life So Far, by Simon Hendricks

If I went missing would I get my picture printed on the side of a milk carton? That would be so cool. I could be famous. Probably not though, as they don’t do that in England. Once when I was looking through all the cartons in the shop Mum asked what I was doing. When I told her I was looking for the missing person info she laughed and said they only do that in America. But if I lived in America and went missing, I would probably become a celebrity. It would be great to walk into a shop and see my face on the side of all the milk cartons lined up on the fridge shelves. It would have my name ‘Simon Hendricks’ in big print underneath and say where I was last seen. Everybody would see my face as they ate their cornflakes in the morning, and every time they poured milk into their tea. The police and milk carton people would ask Mum for the photo. I bet I know which one she’d pick too – she keeps it in a wooden frame on the bookshelf above her bed. It’s a picture of me on my 8^th birthday wearing a blue and green striped party hat. She always says I look grown up and handsome in it. I prefer the picture of me in my batman suit personally, but I suppose if they used that for my milk picture I would have to wear my batman suit the whole time I was missing so they could recognise me.

 I don’t want to go missing though. Well I don’t want to be kidnapped, that is. If I packed the red suitcase under my bed, and cut the sombrero off from Goulash’s head and set off for Mexico on an adventure then maybe.

Goulash is my Mexican frog toy by the way. He always sleeps in bed with me and wears a straw sombrero and a multicoloured poncho. He also has a black curly moustache like Salvador Dali. Not many people my age know about Salvador Dali but we have one of his paintings on the back of our toilet door at home. I have spent ages staring at it when I’m on the loo. In the background of the painting there is a giraffe on fire. The picture really scared me when I was little. I used to close my eyes on the toilet so I didn’t have to see the giraffe. Or even better, if it was just me and Mum in the house I would leave the toilet door wide open so I couldn’t see the picture. Mum took me to London Zoo when I was five and I was nervous the whole time until we got to the giraffe cage and I could relax because none of them were on fire. I don’t mind looking at the painting now though because I Googled Salvador Dali and found out about him. He is a ‘Surrealist’ painter which means he paints silly things that aren’t real.  

I wanted to dress up as a Mexican to surprise Mum once when she was having a sad day. I tried to copy Goulash’s outfit. I made a fake moustache out of brown wool from Mum’s old wool collection in the loft. I cut a hole in my old duvet cover with the tropical fruit all over it. It had bananas, oranges, kiwis, pineapple and something Mum told me is a dragon fruit. I asked Mum if humans could eat dragon fruit and she laughed and said “of course Simon, that’s what they’re for.” But I’m not sure myself, really. If it’s meant for dragons I wouldn’t want to eat one in case the dragon can smell it on my breath or see it in my belly. Then he might come into our house to get his fruit back!

What was I talking about before? Oh yeah, so I had my Mexican costume ready, except for the most important bit. But when I tried to take off Goulash’s hat, I realised it was stuck to his head! Somebody had sewn it on!

I still surprised Mum anyway. I crept to her room, making sure not to step on the squeaky floorboard between my room and hers. I opened her bedroom door really quietly. She was lying on the bed in her pyjamas, even though it was 2.30pm in the afternoon. Her hair was all stuck together and looked shiny and wet. The duvet was covering her legs so she sort of looked like a mermaid in pyjamas. The room smelt funny, not a good smell, like old socks a bit. I jumped into the room and did a sideways dance like a crab. While I danced, I shook invisible maracas in the air and sang “la cucaracha, la cucaracha la la la la la la laaa”. I even sang in a Mexican accent. Mum looked up at me but she didn’t smile. She stared at me for a while. My throat suddenly felt heavy, like it was full of the lumpiest custard. I dropped my invisible maracas and let my hands fall to my sides. I carried on singing, even though my Mexican accent had worn off by accident. I didn’t like it when Mum looked at me like that. Her eyes were glassy like a fishbowl and they just stared at me. Her mouth was limp like a dead fish that had fallen out of the bottom of the bowl. Then her eyebrows crumpled up and she seemed angry. “You cut a hole in your duvet cover. I can’t afford to buy you another one Simon. We could still have used that. Why did you cut it up? I’m going to have to sew a patch over that hole. Go and take it off.”

Anyway, I don’t really like remembering that time. It makes me feel stupid. Maybe if I had actually cut the sombrero off Goulash’s head and worn it, Mum might have laughed. Maybe I didn’t look Mexican enough without it? Well, that was ages and ages ago, probably about a year. I’m older now and I don’t try and cheer Mum up anymore when she’s sad. I’m scared to see her so I just leave her alone until she feels better.

Mum never did sew up the duvet cover. I went to my room after she told me to take it off and hid it right at the back of my wardrobe at the bottom, under all the shoes. I threw the wool moustache and ball of wool in there too, even though I quite liked stroking my wool moustache. It reminded me of Dad. He had a thick moustache in all of the early pictures, before he got ill. But I didn’t want to look at the wool anymore. The bit I had cut out of the duvet was the picture of the dragon fruit (and a little bit of a banana too). I tiptoed outside and threw this bit of the cover in the grey wheelie bin. I didn’t want any dragons to see it in the bin in my room. We live in flats so there is a row of four wheelie bins outside that all look the same. I knew which bin was ours though because Mum had painted number 23 on the side of it in white paint. She had drawn a little flower underneath too.  

Me and Mum have lived at number 23, Gordons Avenue for 5.6 years. I’m quite good at maths so I worked out the exact number by doing a sum with all of the days. There were more numbers after the decimal place but I rounded it up to make it easier for other people who are not good at maths to understand. Mrs Phillips said we are going to have a maths test at school on Monday. Most people groaned when she said it. I didn’t though. I think I will probably be the best. I like stuff like that.

I only ever remember it being like this, just Mum and me. When I was a baby Dad and Grandpa lived with us too but I was too small to have a memory. When does memory start? I wander about this sometimes. I look at pictures of Mum and Dad, and Mum, Dad and Grandpa, and me and Dad, and all of us together and try really hard to think of the times when they were taken. I look at all of the details in the pictures. The colour and pattern of the cream and brown rug on the living room floor. Mum said she threw it away because I spilt Ribena on it and the stain was too much in the middle of the rug to cover up. She said she tried putting tables and chairs over it but they were just plonked in the middle of the room so it looked strange. I don’t feel bad about spilling the Ribena because I was little and don’t remember it. Plus the rug is really ugly anyway so I am glad she threw it away. I just wish she had kept it in the loft so I could look at it sometimes, if I wanted to. Maybe it smells like Dad and Grandpa. They walked on it so many times when it was in our living room, it must smell of them or have something of them left on it. A clue, like the Ribena stain I left. I hear people say that smells can remind you of things. Maybe I would remember them if I smelt the rug, or one of Dad’s t-shirts or Grandpa’s old slippers with a hole in the big toe on one foot. But we don’t have any of their things left. Grandpa died three days before Dad did, which is weird because Grandpa was 26.8 years older than Dad. And Dad only got to live for three more days than Grandpa, even though he was much younger and should have got to live for more time really. I was 2.43 years old when Grandpa died and 2.44 years old when Dad died. I put one more decimal place on my age because if I didn’t, you wouldn’t notice I was any older and it would look like I was just the same age, or it happened on the same day.

Grandpa was Mum’s Dad so she was really sad when he had a heart attack. She said it came out of nowhere. He was quite old, but he had been healthy and Mum says he still had all of his marbles. I don’t really know why that would mean he was healthy, just because he collected marbles, but I don’t want to ask Mum so I nod and agree that it is strange.

When Dad died it was less of a surprise. He was ill for a long time. I sometimes go up to the loft on my own and take out a picture of me and Dad when I was born and another one of me and Dad on my second birthday. I put them on the floor next to each other and count the differences in how Dad looks in the pictures. I always spot over 10 things. It’s a really easy game as he looks like two different people. In the first picture he is holding me at the hospital. Mum is in the hospital bed in the background looking really sleepy. Dad is wide awake and smiling at me. He has big curly brown hair and a big brown moustache. In the picture on my second birthday, he has no hair. None at all. He looks really skinny and tired. There are big bags under his eyes and his smile looks different too.